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This journal is dead.
In case you haven't figured it out by now, I'm not going to be updating it anymore. Although you probably haven't noticed anyways. The only reason I'm not deleting it permanently is because sometimes I like going back and reading old entries just for the fun of it. So basicly, everyone can just pretend this is deleted. I guess I got tired of no one bothering to comment, and no one caring. I got tired of people being like "Omg, you are friends with Louie, and you're straight, therefore you are uncool and I cannot be friends with you." Fine, whatever. This whole summer I've gotten together with 4 friends, three of them from school. Thnaks Louie, Hassan, Hussein, and Marty. And frankly, I don't care that none of the rest of you bothered to call, or to email me, or invite me anywhere. Okay fine. I'm lying. I do care and it hurts. I look in my yearbook, and everything in there is bullshit. "Like we totally need to hang out this summer!" Bullshit. "I'll miss you!" Bullshit. Like you even remember I exist. Leslie's told me to spend more time with friends, and my reply was simply "What friends?" It's always been this way, since grade school. I should be used to right? Bullshit.And even though the moment passed me by:  angry A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio: Fade to Black - Metallica |
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Jun. 20th, 2006 @ 09:03 pm
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Just so you all know, I'm home and I'm alive. :PAnd even though the moment passed me by:  bored |
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Nov. 15th, 2005 @ 05:04 pm
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a substance to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Or at least me.
5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. |
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BEING GAY IS NOT NATURAL.
01) Being gay is not natural.
Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.
02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
07) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
08) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
09) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.
( Re-post this if you believe that it's LOVE that makes up a marriage. ) |
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Oct. 19th, 2005 @ 02:49 pm
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Okay, you know what?
I'M FUCKING SORRY.
Since everyone seems to have a problem with me lately, I'm apologizing here, to everyone, for everything.
Happy now?
Good.And even though the moment passed me by:  stressed |
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Trapt Lyrics
"Product Of My Own Design"
I've opened my eyes
so tell me what I see
I've opened my mind
so tell me how to think
and use your big words
and show me how to speak
you can't live your life through me
I can't believe you think it's that easy
Your walls are the only fence in your way
Your ego's been playing games with your head
You're not the mastermind, I am the product of my own design
Following you, and you're promised guarentees
free to choose as long as I live your dreams
you set my own weight but never ??
I'll agree to disagree
I can't believe that you are that naive
Your walls are the only fence in your way
Your ego's been playing games with your head
You're not the mastermind, I am the product of my own design
You were my eyes
You were my ears
You were my conscience all these years
no more, no more, no more, no more..
My vision has never been so clear
looks like I have no one, I have no one left to fear
Your walls are the only fence in your way
your ego's been playing games with your head
your not the mastermind, I am the product of my own design
You're not the mastermind..I am the product of my own design
Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 07:06 pm
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 10:09 pm
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May. 25th, 2005 @ 12:43 pm
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Your Evanescence song is: Forever Gone, Forever You
You were with someone who only brought you pain
into your life. But you couldn't see all this
until it was over. Now when you know the truth
it'll be easier for you to accept your
partings. Your goal now should be to try to
find yourself and deal with your pain.
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]
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The Goddess of Magic and Peace. You are a born
star. Always supportive and influential, you
the centre of attention and you are
exceptionally friendly. You are a classic
beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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You are a fire angel! Very headstrong and willfull,
you can accomplish anything you want. You are
constantly doing something and therefore have
no time for anything else! But you are like a
flame, burning with energy and happiness, then
gloomy and depressed.
Which astounding angel are you? (awe-inspiring pics!)
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You are the fairy of Autumn! You can work at any
problem and it is guaranteed to be fixed! You
are often deep in thought and people may think
you are shy or unsociable, but this isn't true,
you are merely content with listening. Please
rate if you want to, it's just i spent ages
making this quiz.
Which fluttering fairy are you? (gorgeous pics!)
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You are an emotion sprite! You are generally kind
to everyone because you have lots of love and
happiness to share! Making friends comes easy
because they strive for the innocence you
possess!
Which sensational sprite are you? (entrancing pics!)
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You are a secretive princess. You were born into a
gilded cage. You hated the rules and
restrictions about walking daintily, eating
neatly and always having to look good.
You hated the cameras always flashing in your face
and therefore you hide your true self, behind
plain clothes. But your beauty is still
stunning. Due to the way you continually hide
yourself from the life of rules, you are a
natural rebel. Independence is your strongest
point - you may care for others, and even
depend on them...but when it comes right down
to it, the only one you need is yourself. You
have a strong sense of who and what you are, no
one can control your heart or mind, or even
really influence your thinking. You have a very
serious mind - never acting immature and
harbouring a superior disgust of those who do.
Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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.:;You are Driven by Confusion;:.
You don't know just where you're going in life.
Everything seems like a blur and you just want
to stay where you are and gather your thoughts.
Pros of this Drive: You have a lot of time
ahead of you to make your decisions. You have
enough leeway to change your mind if you start
something and don't like it.
Cons of this drive: You don't know just what
you're doing in life. You don't have a real
goal that you're really shooting for, so you
might seem a bit wishy-washy at times. You
don't have forever to decide. You need to
hunker down and think about what you really
want to do with your life.
~What Drives You to Your Goals?~ *Pics and many results!* (Girls only)
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You cry because of the story of your past which
still haunts you. You can't forgive the people
who hurt you back then and this has caused you
to be angry and frustrated. You cry tears of
torture. You want revenge more than anything
because of the unjust pain other people caused
you. The resentment slowly grows, causing you
as much pain as it did back then.
What has made you cry? [pics]
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Which Typical Anti-Hero Are You?
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The Naiive
What human aspect fits your personality? (images)
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May. 21st, 2005 @ 07:09 pm
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![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) 434532246 is a bitchy jackass troll with abosolutey no life and a very sickened sense of humor and should go to straight to hell, do not pass go, do not collect $200. And unfortunetly, I don't think the LJ abuse team can do a damn thing about it.
She is a troll (aka "fake lj-er), and gets holds of random people's usernames, puts them on her friend's lists, pisses them off, and refuses to remove them. Her "journal" is dedicated to poking fun of depression/eating disorders/self injury.
Just incase anyone else gets added. Evidently I happened to be one of the lucky ones. *extremely aggrivated*
May. 20th, 2005 @ 10:57 am
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